Hey Jess,
wow thank you so much! thats really kind, I will bear that in mind!
Just concerned if you have a replapse, that you might need it?
Referring to your comment to Melza, about the disc being herniated, thats exactly what mine is, and it just will not let up. That and the fact that my pipes are a bit clogged if you get my drift?!?!? That doesn't help matters much!
I saw my disc on the scan, and a healthy one is white, mine is black!!!!
And for that exact reason, i want the surgeon to fuse it. Its at risk of coming out again in my opinion. Its happened once, i am sure it will happen again. He won't though, and says the discectomy is the best option, i'm not convinced. I have talked about this several times with him, and it all falls on deaf ears.
He tells me i am a priority case, am on the list as an urgent case, yet no surgery lists have been drawn up, and he is on holiday again. I was put on the list in flippin' august. And that was 9 months after recurrence of my pain and symptoms.
I am backed into a corner, and i hate it, i have no choice or control over my treatment and it sucks.
And the most stupid thing of all, is that i was in hospital in august, and saw him there, why could'nt he have just transferred me, and done it there and then, instead of saying he want my pain controlled efficiently, discharged from hospital, and to see him in outpatients? My outpatients appointment was 2 days after i was discharged from hospital, and i was immediately put on the urgent surgery list. Hardly seemed worth it. Why the heck didnt he just do it there and then while i was in hospital?? It would have been better in terms of saving the NHS time.
I feel like telling them the poke their surgery up their jacksies, but i know i really need it........balls balls and more balls.......!
Sorry guys for moaning so much, but a girl needs to vent her spleen every now and then!!!! Love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx