Hey everyone! hey Melza, have replied to your message!!
Am back in hospital again folks, the withdrawals from the morphine ended, and the back pain came back with a vengeance....hence where i am!!
Tracey, i too was made to wait several hours in A&E in a bloody chair!!...not only that but the paramedics called out to me arrived in a bloody car...a CAR!!!! That concrete hard trolley i eventually got onto was bliss!!!
My hell continued however...the A&E doctor began treating me with tramadol, naturally did nothing, then eventually wrote me up some iv morphine. That was fine, except every time i asked for it, they wouldnt give it to me, and persistently ignored my screams of pain, saying that i thought i was the only patient there with any pain (my friend heard them say that).
Eventually (7 hours later) i was given gas&air (love that stuff!) and transferred to a hospital which is better equipped to deal with my pain, and have nice humans who work here! Not pig robot people!
The downside ,however, is, that after all that withdrawal crap from the morphine....i am back on it all!! Patches,liquid...and with codiene as well....so am an opiate addled mess again.
My surgeon (dear man isnt he Melza ha ha!) has been to see me and will be pushing me up the list...as far as i am aware, i am staying here in hospital until they can transfer me for my surgery.
Am back on crutches, and my mobility has nosedived again.
A very depressing time it is, particuarly with crimbo next month, no working for me until the new year and my poor daughter has a poorly mummy in hospital, so she is being looked after by friends (i am missing her dearly).
Have been here a week so far, so father christmas, if you can hear me, i have been a good girl...so please can i have my back fixed for christmas??? Thanks!! I will leave you a few extra mince pies...i was going to say brandy, but you might crash your sleigh, and damage YOUR back and will still be on the waiting list for surgery next christmas...!!!
Anyway folks, lets rejoice with Melza, whose treatment journey is about to begin!! It truly is wonderful, and will be upholding you with prayers my friend
Will no doubt be on here again soon, i just adore this patientline thing, it keeps me sane!! Much love everyone xxxxxx