Lol..you guys are funny. You guys don't have a clue who it was and why I felt so sad about losing her out in just 5 - 6 weeks. I thought I found exactly what I was looking for since my divorce. A life long golf partner for the last journey of my life. I found her by accident at Cherry Down golf course and we became good friends. She's in her 50s, a 12 handicap player and so much fun to be with, with a great sense of humor. We played a few rounds of golf together even in the rain. I will never ever find a lady like that again in my life. She was one of a kind. One day last week she holed out a very hard to read putt from about 45 ft, she threw her putter up in the air and dancing O pa Gum nam style dance on the green like crazy..lol. She doesn't care what others think about her. That's my kind of girl.
That's why I said meeting her was our fate, becoming her friend was a choice and falling in love with her was beyond my control.
Unfortunately 3 days ago she found out what I do for a living by the phone calls from Fifi which said "papa call me back, QQ has 14 girls today and not busy" ..lol. You can figure out the rest...
We have a tee time tomorrow at 3pm at CD but I don't think she will show up. She has already blocked me out on her phone. huh. I don't know I will be able to see her ever again. All I know is I couldn't sleep at nights and I am losing myself slowly and painfully. Thank God I have a few shoulders to cry on..........Amy in the morning and Cici at night yesterday. Who will it be today..lol. All I need now is a lady who will hug me tight and let me cry on her shoulder.