Don't take things too literally, mate. You obviously know about Useful and I just find it funny how you and cumstain have the exact same style of writing while your username is also similar. Not saying I am right, it’s just a funny observation.
Remember, being a hobbyist means you might not be at the front of the line all the time.
BTW Even that girl you dated, there are chances she used to be a cumdumpster, but her party days are done.
So you’ll just never know. I guess peace of mind is something.
Stay realistic friend or are you like PB888 and I who likes to go to lala land when we visit our pretty dumpster? See, you’re not very different like Useful said.