Independent Girls in Mumbai 2

[Ninja_NY]

CAPTON JI SHE IS SAME AS THIS PIC... NOT YET TRIED.... BUT SHE HAS MANY OTHER GIRLS AVAILABLE. TARUNA AND THESE OTHER GIRLS ARE REGULARLY AVAILABLE AT THAT LODGE ?

Please dm contact of Taruna

 

[suniljamse]

Does any one know this lady. She is from kharghar , well educated himself wife , some how I lost her contact

 

[ss200222]

Hello All,

I was away from Mumbai since last 2 years and have now returned back. So looking for some new indie contact.

I would be a pleasure if someone can share indie contact from western/central line.

Also I can share some indie's contact too but they are from 2 years back.

Help a guy in need and I'll share whatever I can.
Cheers!

DM me

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[Randi Ka Baccha sanjaykav]

Guys beware of this impotent napunsak bastard @augustya who is a contact collector and fake monger. I have already exposed him before both here and in ISG forum where his ID is Jooeey

I am attaching screenshot to proove that this bhadwa madarchod randi ka baccha coward impotent napunsak @Augustya has created an ID in name of @The God-Father to save his ass here

His 1st original ID is @Augustya here.

His 2nd ID was XXX ( Xander Cage )

His 3rd ID was @magneto

His 4th ID was @HunterK

His 5th ID was @Professur

His 6th ID was @mynameisbond

His 7th ID was @The_Hulk

His 8th ID was Bounty Hunter

His 9th ID was @Vicky98 from ISG which he created recently to cheat people and collect contacts and to spoil them in the name of someone else.

His present 10th ID is @The God-Father


so in between 4 months he has changed 8 IDs all together...this shows that this guy @augustya was a fraud and fake monger who suffers from impotent napunsak impotent bimari.

In my view a person who regularly changes his ID is a scammer and fake monger. Don't share any contacts with this impotent napunsak bastard @augustya urf Jooeey both here and in ISG forum. His ID in ISG is @Jooeey !!

Issued in public interest

Every senior in ISG knows that Jooeey is a fake monger and contact collector LOL

 

[guru4fun]

Any one in touch with guy on locanto named dearjack who arranges parties /orgies? Anyone taken his service ? Pl reply

 

[Deleted member 103893]

My first and probably the last FR on Pooja (Koparkhairane).

First of all thanks Kapton for sharing the contact of the lady.

I came to this forum just to understand the experiences of fellow mongers and wanted to experience this world of mongering myself as well before I get married.

I reached Koparkhairane at 4 PM as confirmed by Pooja at Sreeraj lodge. The lodge being small in size was very clean and neat.
She was waiting inside the room already. She is indeed more beautiful than what she appears in her photos.
As I mentioned since this was my very first time meeting an Indie my whole body became hot and Johny got tight even before entering the room!
I told her very openly that it is my first time and I may face the fear of performance. But the lady is so calm and a good listener. Not a time watcher for sure.
She helped me get over my anxiety by talking about my personal life as well as her life situations.. I don't know whether it was true or fake but that helped me overcome my anxiety for sure.
She got undressed first and was in only a Bra and panties. Both were animal printed and matching, which actually turned me on.
She sat beside me and help me undress. I grabbed her small but handful boobies and started fondling them like there is no tomorrow! I felt her nipples getting hard, I removed her Bra and freed the birds out of the cage. Did a very hard groping and sucking as she repeatedly pressed my head on her chest, she probably enjoying the suck. Then she held my johny in her hand and with a tight grip, she started shaking it relentlessly. It became stiff and hard.
Then started a blowjob. It was sloppy but I felt every inch of her throat with the tip of my d!ck.
Then took her in Doggy. Her pussy is not so tight not so loose either. Then made her lie down and banged her for good 10 mins until her legs got stiff. Her bangles doing a sweet sound with each stroke that was most arousing... I came in the condi with loads of cum and laid in her arms for about 10 mins as we both were breathing heavily. I was satisfied for the moment.

And guys the important part of this FR starts from here:

For some reason, I did not take 2nd round. I just paid her and left the place.
But I was not feeling well inside since then. My mental peace is disturbed. My focus is gone.
I am an engineer in a reputed MNC handling crucial roles and my mind is sharp but post this session I started feeling that I am not that same old person and I am something else! I came home and took a bath twice...but her fragrance did not leave my body. I am feeling her touch all over my body and I was not feeling this good at all. Done a "Diya Batti and Pooja" at home like every day but there was something that got latched which I wasn't able to get rid of.
It took me about 4 days to get normalized and I did a lot of meditation to find myself back!

Guys what I learned from this episode: Whenever we make random Sex with anyone, It's not just bodies. You exchange your Energies. If that person is carrying around Guilt, Shame or Trauma you can energetically absorb that. being an engineer I can say.. it's like Plugging your device into a corrupt system and ending up downloading vulnerabilities in your device. Sex is a sacred act and should be treated as such.

However I have no regret though, I wanted an experience, and I had it. I got my all questions answered, A good a Bad this will remain forever with me.

Hmmm one of the best FR I ever came across...You spoke your heart out .....I like it.wow

 

[resourcefulmf]

My first and probably the last FR on Pooja (Koparkhairane).

First of all thanks Kapton for sharing the contact of the lady.

I came to this forum just to understand the experiences of fellow mongers and wanted to experience this world of mongering myself as well before I get married.

I reached Koparkhairane at 4 PM as confirmed by Pooja at Sreeraj lodge. The lodge being small in size was very clean and neat.
She was waiting inside the room already. She is indeed more beautiful than what she appears in her photos.
As I mentioned since this was my very first time meeting an Indie my whole body became hot and Johny got tight even before entering the room!
I told her very openly that it is my first time and I may face the fear of performance. But the lady is so calm and a good listener. Not a time watcher for sure.
She helped me get over my anxiety by talking about my personal life as well as her life situations.. I don't know whether it was true or fake but that helped me overcome my anxiety for sure.
She got undressed first and was in only a Bra and panties. Both were animal printed and matching, which actually turned me on.
She sat beside me and help me undress. I grabbed her small but handful boobies and started fondling them like there is no tomorrow! I felt her nipples getting hard, I removed her Bra and freed the birds out of the cage. Did a very hard groping and sucking as she repeatedly pressed my head on her chest, she probably enjoying the suck. Then she held my johny in her hand and with a tight grip, she started shaking it relentlessly. It became stiff and hard.
Then started a blowjob. It was sloppy but I felt every inch of her throat with the tip of my d!ck.
Then took her in Doggy. Her pussy is not so tight not so loose either. Then made her lie down and banged her for good 10 mins until her legs got stiff. Her bangles doing a sweet sound with each stroke that was most arousing... I came in the condi with loads of cum and laid in her arms for about 10 mins as we both were breathing heavily. I was satisfied for the moment.

And guys the important part of this FR starts from here:

For some reason, I did not take 2nd round. I just paid her and left the place.
But I was not feeling well inside since then. My mental peace is disturbed. My focus is gone.
I am an engineer in a reputed MNC handling crucial roles and my mind is sharp but post this session I started feeling that I am not that same old person and I am something else! I came home and took a bath twice...but her fragrance did not leave my body. I am feeling her touch all over my body and I was not feeling this good at all. Done a "Diya Batti and Pooja" at home like every day but there was something that got latched which I wasn't able to get rid of.
It took me about 4 days to get normalized and I did a lot of meditation to find myself back!

Guys what I learned from this episode: Whenever we make random Sex with anyone, It's not just bodies. You exchange your Energies. If that person is carrying around Guilt, Shame or Trauma you can energetically absorb that. being an engineer I can say.. it's like Plugging your device into a corrupt system and ending up downloading vulnerabilities in your device. Sex is a sacred act and should be treated as such.

However I have no regret though, I wanted an experience, and I had it. I got my all questions answered, A good a Bad this will remain forever with me.

Happened to me first time too was in bad place in life i m a gud looking guy playboy type got heartbroken bad you never expect it done to you i wanted quick pussy got on bike went to spa fucked aunties brains out while going home i felt more pathetic called my girl bff started crying like shit i was so scared of std too even if i had condom on sti are still possible so i got more tests done
Promised never to do it again
But then found dis forum some guy shared afro contacts i fought again
To not go but tht afro booty so wet in
Porno i had to check but the fear set in
But again low time arrived off to afro booty town i went she fucked my brains out came home again afraid tests etc then i had a chat wit doc he said wear condom for bj etc too try not to kisss i said bc q hi karna hai ye sab i ll get a gf soon
No gf yet but condom is enough to keep bad energy out so chill out and fuck if you wanna you hav one life we all ll die one day dont regret wat you hav done try not to make a bad choice in future all we can do is try but we still might fuck up
So jst chill pooja se kar pooja mat kar

 

[Kapton]

My first and probably the last FR on Pooja (Koparkhairane).

First of all thanks Kapton for sharing the contact of the lady.

I came to this forum just to understand the experiences of fellow mongers and wanted to experience this world of mongering myself as well before I get married.

I reached Koparkhairane at 4 PM as confirmed by Pooja at Sreeraj lodge. The lodge being small in size was very clean and neat.
She was waiting inside the room already. She is indeed more beautiful than what she appears in her photos.
As I mentioned since this was my very first time meeting an Indie my whole body became hot and Johny got tight even before entering the room!
I told her very openly that it is my first time and I may face the fear of performance. But the lady is so calm and a good listener. Not a time watcher for sure.
She helped me get over my anxiety by talking about my personal life as well as her life situations.. I don't know whether it was true or fake but that helped me overcome my anxiety for sure.
She got undressed first and was in only a Bra and panties. Both were animal printed and matching, which actually turned me on.
She sat beside me and help me undress. I grabbed her small but handful boobies and started fondling them like there is no tomorrow! I felt her nipples getting hard, I removed her Bra and freed the birds out of the cage. Did a very hard groping and sucking as she repeatedly pressed my head on her chest, she probably enjoying the suck. Then she held my johny in her hand and with a tight grip, she started shaking it relentlessly. It became stiff and hard.
Then started a blowjob. It was sloppy but I felt every inch of her throat with the tip of my d!ck.
Then took her in Doggy. Her pussy is not so tight not so loose either. Then made her lie down and banged her for good 10 mins until her legs got stiff. Her bangles doing a sweet sound with each stroke that was most arousing... I came in the condi with loads of cum and laid in her arms for about 10 mins as we both were breathing heavily. I was satisfied for the moment.

And guys the important part of this FR starts from here:

For some reason, I did not take 2nd round. I just paid her and left the place.
But I was not feeling well inside since then. My mental peace is disturbed. My focus is gone.
I am an engineer in a reputed MNC handling crucial roles and my mind is sharp but post this session I started feeling that I am not that same old person and I am something else! I came home and took a bath twice...but her fragrance did not leave my body. I am feeling her touch all over my body and I was not feeling this good at all. Done a "Diya Batti and Pooja" at home like every day but there was something that got latched which I wasn't able to get rid of.
It took me about 4 days to get normalized and I did a lot of meditation to find myself back!

Guys what I learned from this episode: Whenever we make random Sex with anyone, It's not just bodies. You exchange your Energies. If that person is carrying around Guilt, Shame or Trauma you can energetically absorb that. being an engineer I can say.. it's like Plugging your device into a corrupt system and ending up downloading vulnerabilities in your device. Sex is a sacred act and should be treated as such.

However I have no regret though, I wanted an experience, and I had it. I got my all questions answered, A good a Bad this will remain forever with me.

On a lighter note.. look how traumatising deadfish experience can be folk!


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[crezycool]

Shruti from kalyan/dombivali

 

[Abbabie6]

Is there any walkin lodge between thane and ghatkopar that have in-house birds. Please guide.

 

[hankypanky]

Hey Guys, I meet her few weeks ago and she not looked well, but i still bang her 2 times. And after 1 week i get boils on my jonny base. it is very itchy and little pus come from boils.
After first round some heavy red and white juice come from her cat. i ask her what and she say it normal. i say ok..
i wash jonny then we talk and then she start give me long very good bbj and then i have her on top then missy. but she is say alot pain in her cat and say to do it slowly.
i feel something bad. this not normal as i dont have big jonny to hurt her cat. i finish and pay her and leave.
i think am sure she infected inside cat and that why i get boils on my penis. it is very itchy and painful on my jonny. I meet only her in last 6 months.
Doctor say i get STD form her as i tell him everything abt how i meet her 1 week before infection.
She give very good service and bbj 9/10. but her cat something bad and now i get infection on my jonny.
Now i get boils infection on jonny forever.... friends please be careful to meet her.
i pay 4.5 k for 2 shots
1100 hotel + 50 tip to room boy

Hey Guys, I forget to mention, I already have old account on this forum with few Fr, but i make this new account so i dont get some forum people attack me, as they are her regular clients. They will say i am Lie about her. If you dont believe then look at her body, she has dark boil marks or something on chest area and she dont allow to see her cat area, but i dont ask anything to her. So look like she get sick because of infection and now she start to service again. I know some of you will not believe. So its upto you.

 

[Curiousnewmongeror777000]

Any contact near thane Navi Mumbai please help it's urgent.

 

[pussylover]

Guys!
Any good chicks near Ghodbunder Road in thane? Please help

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[Deleted member 103893]

Do sex workers think that men who hire them are losers?

NO Not at all,

They might trick you to keep them in your good books for business.

In fact, I think it’s amazing and empowering to be able to use a sex worker. If I was a guy, I would almost certainly have used them.
We are creatures that are driven to want sex. Men are especially driven, more so than women, biologically speaking.

As a society, sex isn’t always easy to obtain. There is usually the issue of two way attraction, a certain number of dates, maintaining a relationship, the possible difficulties of one night stands and not to mention all the hassle of getting to that stage.

Sometimes, it could be early morning, after breakfast, at lunch time, after dinner or late night that you feel horny and you want to have sex with someone. You don’t always have the time or energy to go out and find a sexual partner. Or, maybe you have a busy life and a job that keeps you away from the social scene.
Maybe you just want to talk and vent it out to a stranger ..Crazy isn't it. Yep that happens. Everyone is struggling through some or the other things.
All that Glitters are not Gold for sure.
Maybe you have a fetish that you don’t know how to bring up with your sexual partners.
Maybe you are unfulfilled in your marriage and your wife stopped having sex with you years ago but you don’t want to have an affair. Or maybe you have a physical or mental disability or that you are not considered to be ‘classically good looking’ but still would like to have sex with attractive people.

Sometimes, you just want to fuck!

Whatsoever be the reason for a person using a sex worker, the point is that they are there to provide a service that (mostly) men need for many reasons.
I never considered any guy a ‘loser’ for using a sex worker. In fact, I considered many of the men I saw as friends, lovers and clients.
Some were ‘classically good looking’ and successful, others were not. But I treated each and every man the same and I never judged anyone nor asked, as to their reasons for wanting to see me. I was just grateful that they did. Gratitude only.

Casual sex, One night stand, fuck buddies, -Its all 2 way, Mutual agreement of respect and Non judgmental need. Understanding and having a clarity of what you are getting into is very important. If you fail to do so and just go around blabbering about all your bad experiences putting someone down then you are definitely a "LOSER".

Namaste aj k liye bass itna he...
Gyaan hai free ka hai.....charges nahi hai.

 

[Impotent Napunsak Jooeey from ISG]

Every senior in ISG knows that Jooeey is a fake monger and contact collector LOL

Yes well said I am means Jooeey aka Augustya is a fake monger of Mumbai ISG forum with zero contribution ... I just do time pass in forum and collect numbers to Shag in my pants sitting in my slum in Dharavi

 

[Manavmumbai]

Nasik/ nashik
I am traveling tomorrow to nasik
Any Contact in Nasik guys plz help out
I can share Mumbai connection

 

[Deleted member 72355]

Into the abyss, my mongering tale.

I got into this world to try and ease the pain of a breakup. Dating was never a problem, but my mind convinced me to go on an emotionless pursuit of carnal pleasure to forget the one I loved who cheated on me. Well, that was my justification anyway... An eye for an eye.

Started with MP's after reading about them here. After my first MP experience, I couldn't sleep the entire night. Sure, the girl was a cutie and it felt like we were a married couple inside the small room of the spa, but i still couldn't sleep that night. I don't know why.

I felt something changed inside me. I was no longer the same guy I was yesterday. I ended up making the mistake of continuing to visit MP's. This only progressed to Indies and SBs with no sight in end. Maybe it was the dopamine rush? I don't know what exactly happened, but I just couldn't stop. I felt like I'm losing control of my mind.

Experience after experience, girl after girl, nothing seemed to make me feel happy inside. It turned into a carnal pursuit of fuck knows what ..... Something I realised I will never ever find in this world of mongering (Intimacy and emotional fulfillment) I still don't know what I'm doing here. I want to kid myself by saving that I just wanted to experience new things, which I did, but at this point i feel like I'm dwindling into self sabotage.

Just a few months into mongering, my productivity dwindled, my work ethic got destroyed. I totally lost my ability to focus and control my impulses. This messed up my grades, made me fail exams and end up wayy behind everyone else in my life. I'm still trying to catch up while everyone my age is married, minting money with high paying jobs or just satisfied in general with where they are in life.

This entire mongering duration of 4 years, I felt sad all the time, nothing made me happy anymore. Ended up being diagnosed with clinical depression and general anxiety disorder after discussing it all with a therapist. Ultimately I have reached a point where I just can't be at peace for even a minute in a day. Even now, I'm suffering from insomnia and my escape seems to be a spa or a bar to numb my brain and stop the thoughts in my head, albeit for a short duration.

Not just mentally, but i have also faltered socially. Used to be a social butterfly with confidence, but now I have suddenly become an introvert. Can't go and chat up random girls or even guys. Hell, I have become awkward even with friends I have known for a decade. Even they can sense something is wrong with me and I have changed.

The guy is right, we truly exchange energies. And it looks like I'm a negatively charged electrode right now.

It's been fun to interact with mongers here and on discord, some wonderful and helpful people. Hell, it's been fun to meet some Indies, spa and bargirls too, but it's just killing me inside. I'm just not cut for this.

Is mongering wrong? Not at all. It's good for both the monger and the girl! It sustains households. I think it's perfect for high performing individuals who can keep their emotions in check. However, it feels like I'm not that guy yet. Maybe I will return to mongering one day if need be, once i unfuck my life.

I have tried to quit 2-3 times by now....but hopefully this is my last message here. I truly hope I can quit this for good and do something meaningful with my life. I don't know if I can ever get back to the way I was before I took this up, but I sure hope it doesn't get any worse. Sorry for the long rant, you guys are the only ones I can share this with.

 

[Deleted member 103893]

Into the abyss, my mongering tale.

I got into this world to try and ease the pain of a breakup. Dating was never a problem, but my mind convinced me to go on an emotionless pursuit of carn pleasure to forget the one I loved who cheated on me. Well, that was my justification anyway... An eye for an eye.

Started with MP's after reading about them here. After my first MP experience, I couldn't sleep the entire night. Sure, the girl was a cutie and it felt like we were a married couple inside the small room of the spa, but i still couldn't sleep that night. I don't know why.

I felt something changed inside me. I was no longer the same guy I was yesterday. I ended up making the mistake of continuing to visit MP's. This only progressed to Indies and SBs with no sight in end. Maybe it was the dopamine rush? I don't know what exactly happened, but I just couldn't stop. I felt like I'm losing control of my mind.

Experience after experience, girl after girl, nothing seemed to make me feel happy inside. It turned into a carnal pursuit of fuck knows what ..... Something I realised I will never ever find in this world of mongering (Intimacy and emotional fulfillment) I still don't know what I'm doing here. I want to kid myself by saving that I just wanted to experience new things, which I did, but at this point i feel like I'm dwindling into self sabotage.

Just a few months into mongering, my productivity dwindled, my work ethic got destroyed. I totally lost my ability to focus and control my impulses. This messed up my grades, made me fail exams and end up wayy behind everyone else in my life. I'm still trying to catch up while everyone my age is married, minting money with high paying jobs or just satisfied in general with where they are in life.

This entire mongering duration of 4 years, I felt sad all the time, nothing made me happy anymore. Ended up being diagnosed with clinical depression and general anxiety disorder after discussing it all with a therapist. Ultimately I have reached a point where I just can't be at peace for even a minute in a day. Even now, I'm suffering from insomnia and my escape seems to be a spa or a bar to numb my brain and stop the thoughts in my head, albeit for a short duration.

Not just mentally, but i have also faltered socially. Used to be a social butterfly with confidence, but now I have suddenly become an introvert. Can't go and chat up random girls or even guys. Hell, I have become awkward even with friends I have known for a decade. Even they can sense something is wrong with me and I have changed.

The guy is right, we truly exchange energies. And it looks like I'm a negatively charged electrode right now.

It's been fun to interact with mongers here and on discord, some wonderful and helpful people. Hell, it's been fun to meet some Indies, spa and bargirls too, but it's just killing me inside. I'm just not cut for this.

This is hopefully my last message here. I truly hope I can quit this for good and do something meaningful with my life. I don't know if I can ever get back to the way I was before I took this up, but I sure hope it doesn't get any worse. Sorry for the long rant, you guys are the only ones I can share this with.

You will be fine.....❤

 

[simplis]

Into the abyss, my mongering tale.

I got into this world to try and ease the pain of a breakup. Dating was never a problem, but my mind convinced me to go on an emotionless pursuit of carnal pleasure to forget the one I loved who cheated on me. Well, that was my justification anyway... An eye for an eye.

Started with MP's after reading about them here. After my first MP experience, I couldn't sleep the entire night. Sure, the girl was a cutie and it felt like we were a married couple inside the small room of the spa, but i still couldn't sleep that night. I don't know why.

I felt something changed inside me. I was no longer the same guy I was yesterday. I ended up making the mistake of continuing to visit MP's. This only progressed to Indies and SBs with no sight in end. Maybe it was the dopamine rush? I don't know what exactly happened, but I just couldn't stop. I felt like I'm losing control of my mind.

Experience after experience, girl after girl, nothing seemed to make me feel happy inside. It turned into a carnal pursuit of fuck knows what ..... Something I realised I will never ever find in this world of mongering (Intimacy and emotional fulfillment) I still don't know what I'm doing here. I want to kid myself by saving that I just wanted to experience new things, which I did, but at this point i feel like I'm dwindling into self sabotage.

Just a few months into mongering, my productivity dwindled, my work ethic got destroyed. I totally lost my ability to focus and control my impulses. This messed up my grades, made me fail exams and end up wayy behind everyone else in my life. I'm still trying to catch up while everyone my age is married, minting money with high paying jobs or just satisfied in general with where they are in life.

This entire mongering duration of 4 years, I felt sad all the time, nothing made me happy anymore. Ended up being diagnosed with clinical depression and general anxiety disorder after discussing it all with a therapist. Ultimately I have reached a point where I just can't be at peace for even a minute in a day. Even now, I'm suffering from insomnia and my escape seems to be a spa or a bar to numb my brain and stop the thoughts in my head, albeit for a short duration.

Not just mentally, but i have also faltered socially. Used to be a social butterfly with confidence, but now I have suddenly become an introvert. Can't go and chat up random girls or even guys. Hell, I have become awkward even with friends I have known for a decade. Even they can sense something is wrong with me and I have changed.

The guy is right, we truly exchange energies. And it looks like I'm a negatively charged electrode right now.

It's been fun to interact with mongers here and on discord, some wonderful and helpful people. Hell, it's been fun to meet some Indies, spa and bargirls too, but it's just killing me inside. I'm just not cut for this.

Is mongering wrong? Not at all. It's good for both the monger and the girl! It sustains households. I think it's perfect for high performing individuals who can keep their emotions in check. However, it feels like I'm not that guy yet. Maybe I will return to mongering one day if need be, once i unfuck my life.

I have tried to quit 2-3 times by now....but hopefully this is my last message here. I truly hope I can quit this for good and do something meaningful with my life. I don't know if I can ever get back to the way I was before I took this up, but I sure hope it doesn't get any worse. Sorry for the long rant, you guys are the only ones I can share this with.

This is not a good scene given what you just narrated. ..mp or db etc etc..,don't ever go back if u value having a life..been there, done that with loads and loads more emotional, physical and financial security, yet i still thank my lucky stars..
U seem like a good bloke..stay away..stay disciplines...u will thank yourself 5 years from now..God speed

 

[Mutravisarjan]

Into the abyss, my mongering tale.

I got into this world to try and ease the pain of a breakup. Dating was never a problem, but my mind convinced me to go on an emotionless pursuit of carnal pleasure to forget the one I loved who cheated on me. Well, that was my justification anyway... An eye for an eye.

Started with MP's after reading about them here. After my first MP experience, I couldn't sleep the entire night. Sure, the girl was a cutie and it felt like we were a married couple inside the small room of the spa, but i still couldn't sleep that night. I don't know why.

I felt something changed inside me. I was no longer the same guy I was yesterday. I ended up making the mistake of continuing to visit MP's. This only progressed to Indies and SBs with no sight in end. Maybe it was the dopamine rush? I don't know what exactly happened, but I just couldn't stop. I felt like I'm losing control of my mind.

Experience after experience, girl after girl, nothing seemed to make me feel happy inside. It turned into a carnal pursuit of fuck knows what ..... Something I realised I will never ever find in this world of mongering (Intimacy and emotional fulfillment) I still don't know what I'm doing here. I want to kid myself by saving that I just wanted to experience new things, which I did, but at this point i feel like I'm dwindling into self sabotage.

Just a few months into mongering, my productivity dwindled, my work ethic got destroyed. I totally lost my ability to focus and control my impulses. This messed up my grades, made me fail exams and end up wayy behind everyone else in my life. I'm still trying to catch up while everyone my age is married, minting money with high paying jobs or just satisfied in general with where they are in life.

This entire mongering duration of 4 years, I felt sad all the time, nothing made me happy anymore. Ended up being diagnosed with clinical depression and general anxiety disorder after discussing it all with a therapist. Ultimately I have reached a point where I just can't be at peace for even a minute in a day. Even now, I'm suffering from insomnia and my escape seems to be a spa or a bar to numb my brain and stop the thoughts in my head, albeit for a short duration.

Not just mentally, but i have also faltered socially. Used to be a social butterfly with confidence, but now I have suddenly become an introvert. Can't go and chat up random girls or even guys. Hell, I have become awkward even with friends I have known for a decade. Even they can sense something is wrong with me and I have changed.

The guy is right, we truly exchange energies. And it looks like I'm a negatively charged electrode right now.

It's been fun to interact with mongers here and on discord, some wonderful and helpful people. Hell, it's been fun to meet some Indies, spa and bargirls too, but it's just killing me inside. I'm just not cut for this.

Is mongering wrong? Not at all. It's good for both the monger and the girl! It sustains households. I think it's perfect for high performing individuals who can keep their emotions in check. However, it feels like I'm not that guy yet. Maybe I will return to mongering one day if need be, once i unfuck my life.

I have tried to quit 2-3 times by now....but hopefully this is my last message here. I truly hope I can quit this for good and do something meaningful with my life. I don't know if I can ever get back to the way I was before I took this up, but I sure hope it doesn't get any worse. Sorry for the long rant, you guys are the only ones I can share this with.

Life is all about wants and needs. As long as sex is a need there is no guilt feeling. It is similar to a situation where you need food to eat and there is noone at home to cook or no food at home. The moment sex becomes a want this leads to addiction. I have seen husband's mongering for few months when their wife is pregnant and back to normal. I have also seen men mongering before marriage and back to being loyal and faithful. It is all in the mind. As long as you consider yourself going to a hotel to fill your stomach and coming back it is fine. No thoughts about what I did why I did which lead to guilt. It was necessary. Once you start getting to addiction then all the problems start. You cannot focus on anything and everything. Life becomes all about mongering. It is an individuals decision to monger or not to. But a need is a need and a want is a want. So lets monger based on need and not on wants to relieve stress, or to get over a bad day or to remove the loneliness in life. As the saying goes nothing is bad as long as it is a need and not a want. Rest is a choice for mongers to monger or not to.