Went here today, all the old staff seemed to be gone. There was a new older lady whose name I didn't ask. Bit shorter, wore a tank top, kind of peppy. Massage wasn't the greatest. Fees were exorbitant. However, she did say my average six incher was big and vocally admired my ass and chest. It was in that moment I realized I'm a young, attractive, fit `dude with a good-sized donger and have no idea why the fuck I get my rocks off at establishments like this. For once the clarity came pre-climax and I realized in the tail end of my 20s I should be putting in the effort to find and settle down with a nice girlfriend and not get jerked off for ridiculous prices and no real intimacy.
The post-climax regret was even even more painful than usual.
I will stop this hobby and deal with whatever the fuck issues I have that have led me here today.
Happy New Year!