shahiste72
Reviewer
Dude, nothing against you I know you have my best interest in mind(n I m drunk to write this post). But, I have been a very good kid( parents were proud of me). Till I went to USA. Before that also I was too introverted for girls n still am. But USA days thaught me one thing, it doesn't matter how hard you work ( I worked my ass off in studies). What matters is who you know in industry. Because I was not in right group I was denied my PhD admit ( n I know I have worked million times harder than fucking stupid guys). So in the end of life ( I tried suicide attempts two times) what I think matters is how much fun you have ( be it working or visiting DB or fucking or anything). Right now I have lost my passion to study and work hard in my job. I do have fun when I visit these DB( as I always wanted a GF but never got it n here I can get any chick I like with the power of money, money can buy you happiness).I know I am wrong but believe me when linking park say " I tried so hard and got so far but iflt doesn't even matters" I know what it means hence I don't care what my parents say. I will have fun on these last days of remaining life. It's pessesimistic view of living but I have always been a pessimist, I always use to follow every law, every word people say I was too gullible but I found most of the time it doesn't matter what people say. I know my parents will love me no matter what, but what they don't understand is I am trying to have fun during these last few remaining days of life and trying to get what I always desire......sex( I think Sigmund Freud was right, everything happens for just one reason, humans want to procreate and that is the reason you want money so that you can produce your offspring. From a change CK like Megan FoX and he/she will be genetically forward than all race). Sorry if Iwrote anything offending, I m just too fucking drunk.
Bro, I felt like crying when I read your post. Common man, you are an achiever. Why allow negativity to set in. So, you did not get admitted for PhD due to academic politics... Makes no difference in the long run, believe me.
No girlfriend? You have not come across the right girl yet, that's all. You feel short changed because your hard work did not get you what you aimed for? Just give it time. Hard work never goes waste....believe me you.
Your parents are worried about you for a good reason. They love you man! Never ever think of suicide again. It will break them beyond repair.If the thought enters your mind, please seek professional help. A good counselor will be of help.
You just need to chill for a while. Look back at all your achievements and failures in a detached way. You will realize that what you perceive as failures are actually just some high goals which you may achieve later or which may be of no consequence in future.
Sometimes, setbacks help us become better persons. The life in US is very materialistic and competitive. Fortunately, in India, we have solid social circles. Meet more people. Find out how, less talented youngsters are coping up with challenges in developing economy.
We, on this forum share our experiences for fun and to guide others from not getting duped in the blinding lights of OB/DB. Believe me when I tell you this that most of us have faced setbacks many times and at different junctures of our life. The lesson that I learnt is that NOTHING MATTERS IN THE LONG RUN. Make the most of the day at hand. Be moderate in your vices and generous in your spending....and I may add, be wise while investing.
Bro, I am really looking forward to hearing some fun filled experience from you. You can PM me for anything.
TC