Chat Moments of apparent clarity

[UsefulIdiot]

At Candy Spa a couple of years ago I had a session with an MPA that was recommended to me. She was young, pretty and new to the game. I did what I could to make her feel comfortable but there was an awkward shyness to her. We ended up in cowgirl and after a while she seemed to relax and get into it. I looked up and her eyes were closed and she seemed to be off in the clouds. I realized she got past her shyness by just disappearing into sensation - I could have been anyone, even a big teddy bear with a dildo. However she got into the business, be it as a sexually enlightened person making a living from doing something she liked, or a person in a sad situation with few choices, she coped by owning what she was doing.

During sessions I too like to lose awareness by disappearing into sensation. This is both indulgent as well as self-protective - intellectually you know this 25 year old is only with you for the money, but you hope that they like something about being with you. Occasionally real moments do happen, especially with women you see more that once in two months. They might enjoy the sex, or more commonly, they really do want to please you, not just get things finished. Money makes things artificial, but humanity sometimes breaks through.

 

[Crushing-It]

At Candy Spa a couple of years ago I had a session with an MPA that was recommended to me. She was young, pretty and new to the game. I did what I could to make her feel comfortable but there was an awkward shyness to her. We ended up in cowgirl and after a while she seemed to relax and get into it. I looked up and her eyes were closed and she seemed to be off in the clouds. I realized she got past her shyness by just disappearing into sensation - I could have been anyone, even a big teddy bear with a dildo. However she got into the business, be it as a sexually enlightened person making a living from doing something she liked, or a person in a sad situation with few choices, she coped by owning what she was doing.

During sessions I too like to lose awareness by disappearing into sensation. This is both indulgent as well as self-protective - intellectually you know this 25 year old is only with you for the money, but you hope that they like something about being with you. Occasionally real moments do happen, especially with women you see more that once in two months. They might enjoy the sex, or more commonly, they really do want to please you, not just get things finished. Money makes things artificial, but humanity sometimes breaks through.

Sometimes horny girls are less fun than pleasers.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Sometimes horny girls are less fun than pleasers.

You got me thinking. I think some people get more from giving than from getting, and vice-versa. In non-compensated sex I think for me 60% of what I like is what I feel, and 40% is about how she feels. But I think this is different from selfishness. An unselfish “taker” has gratitude, or says little. A selfish “taker” likes that they took something from you.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Ah the early days of young Taiwanese Coco. She went to QQ and has subsequently disappeared.

Different woman, but your answer is poetic.

 

[ludwigr]

I had my moment of clarity when I was doggying a well-reviewed highly recommended SP. I went in expecting an angel but what I saw was an emotionally broken girl with a multiverse portal for a pussy. I pounded and pounded for 20 mins wishing for that sweet release while she fake-moaned with her face buried in the sheets. During this, I glanced at the mirror - two young sexy figures in the most intimate act, a scene for a classical painting perhaps, but emotionally on different continents. And that's when it hit me - I'm trying to satisfy my hunger with soda pop. It's never gonna fill me and nourish me and the hunger is gonna get worse and worse. Anyway, long story short, I fake-cummed and got tf outta there. And I've since lost any desire to see any MPA or SP

 

[Flyingfox]

Don't think too much - just enjoy the moment which will last for a few minutes. The pleasure only comes out of relaxed mind and sensational stimulation. If not, what is the point of hobbying?

 

[BmH6769]

At Candy Spa a couple of years ago I had a session with an MPA that was recommended to me. She was young, pretty and new to the game. I did what I could to make her feel comfortable but there was an awkward shyness to her. We ended up in cowgirl and after a while she seemed to relax and get into it. I looked up and her eyes were closed and she seemed to be off in the clouds. I realized she got past her shyness by just disappearing into sensation - I could have been anyone, even a big teddy bear with a dildo. However she got into the business, be it as a sexually enlightened person making a living from doing something she liked, or a person in a sad situation with few choices, she coped by owning what she was doing.

During sessions I too like to lose awareness by disappearing into sensation. This is both indulgent as well as self-protective - intellectually you know this 25 year old is only with you for the money, but you hope that they like something about being with you. Occasionally real moments do happen, especially with women you see more that once in two months. They might enjoy the sex, or more commonly, they really do want to please you, not just get things finished. Money makes things artificial, but humanity sometimes breaks through.

If you saw Channel she just high as fuck, no need feel anything for her, no bull

 

[Games]

I had my moment of clarity when I was doggying a well-reviewed highly recommended SP. I went in expecting an angel but what I saw was an emotionally broken girl with a multiverse portal for a pussy. I pounded and pounded for 20 mins wishing for that sweet release while she fake-moaned with her face buried in the sheets. During this, I glanced at the mirror - two young sexy figures in the most intimate act, a scene for a classical painting perhaps, but emotionally on different continents. And that's when it hit me - I'm trying to satisfy my hunger with soda pop. It's never gonna fill me and nourish me and the hunger is gonna get worse and worse. Anyway, long story short, I fake-cummed and got tf outta there. And I've since lost any desire to see any MPA or SP

Doggy is what sometimes gets you.. there's no emotive face to look at.. just a butthole, pleasure, fake moaning and the void of your soul..

I think the ones who stick around more than a few weeks are fine, I've never sensed any trauma. But there's a whole cast of girls who probably try this for like a month and just can't handle it and disappear.. I had one at Premier before and it was creepy as hell (I finished though tbh), she was gone within a week or two..

I always try to avoid the brand new girls for that reason

 

[Crushing-It]

You got me thinking. I think some people get more from giving than from getting, and vice-versa. In non-compensated sex I think for me 60% of what I like is what I feel, and 40% is about how she feels. But I think this is different from selfishness. An unselfish “taker” has gratitude, or says little. A selfish “taker” likes that they took something from you.

Some gals feel gratified by pleasing. Better than horny gals.

 

[krayjee]

If you saw Channel she just high as fuck, no need feel anything for her, no bull

Nah.. I don't think it was Chanel. Chanel is in her mid 30s who didn't do well at VIP and came over to Candy.

 

[sy barite]

Hilarious. She closes her eyes and your "moment of clarity" is that she's into it? You don't think it's at least equally likely she was thinking of what she was going to buy at Sephora with your cash? At the very least, call it a "moment of possibility".

 

[fivefooter]

During this, I glanced at the mirror - two young sexy figures in the most intimate act, a scene for a classical painting perhaps, but emotionally on different continents. And that's when it hit me - I'm trying to satisfy my hunger with soda pop. It's never gonna fill me and nourish me and the hunger is gonna get worse and worse.

So poetic and so true. These words hit home.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Hilarious. She closes her eyes and your "moment of clarity" is that she's into it? You don't think it's at least equally likely she was thinking of what she was going to buy at Sephora with your cash? At the very least, call it a "moment of possibility".

I chose the title “Moments of apparent clarity” to convey that those insights can seem valid at the time, but may or may not hold up. I still think the MPA enjoyed the sex based on a a lot of subtle clues, but like I said I could have been anyone or anything, no credit to me. If she was high that would have helped her drive out all the other noise. That is the effect that marijuana has on me - amplification of good sensation and quieting of a busy mind. But I am just guessing. Most likely she completely forgot about me after her next customer.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Nah.. I don't think it was Chanel. Chanel is in her mid 30s who didn't do well at VIP and came over to Candy.

Maybe right and wrong. It was a Channel, a tall and slender MPA in her early to mid twenties, Taiwanese background. This was July 2020. She had nice things to say about the hobbyist who recommended her, but did not give away any information. And yes she could have been high.

A question for you: who is more delusional, MPAs or us hobbyists? Do MPAs have all kinds of theories about their customers?

 

[krayjee]

Maybe right and wrong. It was a Channel, a tall and slender MPA in her early to mid twenties, Taiwanese background. This was July 2020. She had nice things to say about the hobbyist who recommended her, but did not give away any information. And yes she could have been high.

A question for you: who is more delusional, MPAs or us hobbyists? Do MPAs have all kinds of theories about their customers?

I was hanging out with them almost every day at Candy spa when Chanel was there. Chanel went back to Taiwan for the new yr and told me she's coming back in April. Then a few months later she text me she's in Australia. I never heard from her after that. She's very sweet and one of my buddy see her regularly and tipped her very generously. Sara was the owner that time and Vivian and Joey now owner of The One were also working there. Sara had a BF in Vancouver, sold the spa and went to be with her BF and never came back

Delusional? We all are at one point.

 

[sexpuppy]

I had my moment of clarity when I was doggying a well-reviewed highly recommended SP. I went in expecting an angel but what I saw was an emotionally broken girl with a multiverse portal for a pussy. I pounded and pounded for 20 mins wishing for that sweet release while she fake-moaned with her face buried in the sheets. During this, I glanced at the mirror - two young sexy figures in the most intimate act, a scene for a classical painting perhaps, but emotionally on different continents. And that's when it hit me - I'm trying to satisfy my hunger with soda pop. It's never gonna fill me and nourish me and the hunger is gonna get worse and worse. Anyway, long story short, I fake-cummed and got tf outta there. And I've since lost any desire to see any MPA or SP

You sir has graduated. After hunting for more than a decade i feel like i've reached the same point in my journey; and now having a hot young side chick is like 100x better than MP/SP that I dont feel like ever going back. Also the analogy i'd use is i feel like i am going back to use public toilet when i have private one.

 

[Crushing-It]

I had my moment of clarity when I was doggying a well-reviewed highly recommended SP. I went in expecting an angel but what I saw was an emotionally broken girl with a multiverse portal for a pussy. I pounded and pounded for 20 mins wishing for that sweet release while she fake-moaned with her face buried in the sheets. During this, I glanced at the mirror - two young sexy figures in the most intimate act, a scene for a classical painting perhaps, but emotionally on different continents. And that's when it hit me - I'm trying to satisfy my hunger with soda pop. It's never gonna fill me and nourish me and the hunger is gonna get worse and worse. Anyway, long story short, I fake-cummed and got tf outta there. And I've since lost any desire to see any MPA or SP

Good thing. Get out if it is not fun.

 

[cali99]

At Candy Spa a couple of years ago I had a session with an MPA that was recommended to me. She was young, pretty and new to the game. I did what I could to make her feel comfortable but there was an awkward shyness to her. We ended up in cowgirl and after a while she seemed to relax and get into it. I looked up and her eyes were closed and she seemed to be off in the clouds. I realized she got past her shyness by just disappearing into sensation - I could have been anyone, even a big teddy bear with a dildo. However she got into the business, be it as a sexually enlightened person making a living from doing something she liked, or a person in a sad situation with few choices, she coped by owning what she was doing.

During sessions I too like to lose awareness by disappearing into sensation. This is both indulgent as well as self-protective - intellectually you know this 25 year old is only with you for the money, but you hope that they like something about being with you. Occasionally real moments do happen, especially with women you see more that once in two months. They might enjoy the sex, or more commonly, they really do want to please you, not just get things finished. Money makes things artificial, but humanity sometimes breaks through.

Fick
me. Yoy had to go there!

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Fick
me. Yoy had to go there!

It sounds like you can relate. Our busy brains keep our lives and incomes going, but they can interfere with enjoying simple pleasures.

 

[cali99]

At Candy Spa a couple of years ago I had a session with an MPA that was recommended to me. She was young, pretty and new to the game. I did what I could to make her feel comfortable but there was an awkward shyness to her. We ended up in cowgirl and after a while she seemed to relax and get into it. I looked up and her eyes were closed and she seemed to be off in the clouds. I realized she got past her shyness by just disappearing into sensation - I could have been anyone, even a big teddy bear with a dildo. However she got into the business, be it as a sexually enlightened person making a living from doing something she liked, or a person in a sad situation with few choices, she coped by owning what she was doing.

During sessions I too like to lose awareness by disappearing into sensation. This is both indulgent as well as self-protective - intellectually you know this 25 year old is only with you for the money, but you hope that they like something about being with you. Occasionally real moments do happen, especially with women you see more that once in two months. They might enjoy the sex, or more commonly, they really do want to please you, not just get things finished. Money makes things artificial, but humanity sometimes breaks through.

I don’t need To
read your full post.. but as the crow flies.
I know your
posts.. all good. Unlike
others!
and a clear light, seems to fall upon us all!